My worries

Good evening, everyone. How’s it going? What are you doing now? I am in my home and I have runny nose from this morning. Uh, should I go to the hospital? By the way, I’m going to tell you about my worries, for things.

 First, ‘Why am I a university student in KGU?’ When I was a freshman in high school student, I decided that I want to enter this school. I took part in experience enrollment every year. I wasn’t good at English then, but I wanted to study harder this university. I took recommendation examination two years ago. After I took it, I was tensed up until coming acceptance. When I talked with my friends and teachers, I was insane. Knowing I pass this school, I was too happy. However, my enthusiasm slowly ebbs away recently. Do I like English? I don’t know whether I like it. Although I don’t quite want to write this, I think that my English is not progress. Whenever I don’t know a word, I check it my dictionary. Furthermore, I also think that I feel that I write sentence of low level. I am uneasy about the future.

 Second, ‘Do I really want to be an English teacher?’ Of course, I love children and I want to teach them my English. I gave English tuition recently and it was fun and more interested after I stood on platform and gave tuition. Naturally, I was too tense up. However, my English skill is too poor and I am fool. My ideal teachers have high intelligence. I have to study harder. I am too busy recently so I don’t enough time to study. What subjects must I study? Of course, I have to study English and Japanese, but my teachers I esteem have a lot of knowledge. Besides my ideal teachers are often kind and serve. I am quick tempered and indecisive. In addition, I am not calm and kind. I don’t know whether I can become an English teacher after two or three years.

 Third, I am impatient about acquaintances. This month and next month, a part of Eibei students will go to America. My friend will go there too. I asked her to buy a souvenir from America if she has money. I said ’I want to hear your stories’ to her. However, to tell the truth, I don’t want to hear her stories because I think unhappily my feelings. My acquaintances are progressing English skill; on the other hand, I think I am not progressing how I study English. Will I really progress my English skill until I graduate this school?

Forth, I worry about my future. Of course, I worry whether I am an English teacher in old school, but I worry whether I marry until 30 years old. I want to marry someday, but I don’t have boyfriend three years ago. I have trauma about love. I can’t tell you things in detail well. I don’t want to love and I am afraid of it. In addition, I was unlucky in love this year. However, my acquaintance she and I are know for two years has a boyfriend for two years and when she heard her story, I want to love. Other acquaintances also have a boyfriend. Furthermore, reading girl’s comics, I also want to love extremely. I have a favorite boy, but he doesn’t swing round me. He realizes that I like for the present. I need to effort. I am often told that I’ll marry soon by my friends. Uh, thing is too complex for me.

 I’m sorry that this article is too gloomy. Thank you for your reading. See you next time!

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